Monday, 29 September 2008

Yo Blogger!

Hi all not posted here properly for like a week =(
But I assure you everything is fine, im currently lieing on my bed with Elly <3 No!

LOL

So yes Youtube is on hold at the moment but ill be back shortly with a few comedy sketches and rants!

Speak Soon
Benjy

Saturday, 27 September 2008

Monday, 22 September 2008

=D

So Benjy not heard much of great detail from you recently, whats going on?

Well, my own mind trying to create some sort of humour in a blog ill tell you!

Ive just posted a new video called I GOT A WII....and
Short comedy sketch ive been wanting to do for a while and now have done. Its quite funny I think. Ta to Jones for helping out with a little cameo.
I still have a 5fact video to do which the person that tagged me will get annoyed about as ive not done it yet but i have been busy!
College well ive spoke about college before but... i love college atm
All my lessons are fun im working hard and at the same time been my usual entertaining self.

Ive recently asked out a lovely girl called Elly who said yes and im WELL HAPPY about that! Plus it gives me more excuses to go to college =P
I wont EVER talk about my relationship with her in this blog so ha. Ive more respect for her than that

Shes sooo cool and beautiful! thats all you need to know!

Plus im trying to get fit... like really fit by April so im in a positive mood for my A Level exams.
Right ive got tea and I'm seeing Elly in about an hour so I best sort myself out

Speak soon
Benjy

P.S. If you read this and dont comment on my video ill cry (yes i will find out who you are).....JONES

Saturday, 20 September 2008

Stop it!!

Can people stop unsubscribing without permission from a parent im getting increasingly upset with these people. My account will soon be deleted if this continues.

Thursday, 18 September 2008

Maybe.....

Ive met this girl recently.....and shes lovely =D and im happy!

Wednesday, 17 September 2008

I never thought my own video would make me cry.

I hadnt cried while watching 'When do you feel alone' during all the hours that went into making it and editing it. I never cried once. But today I was sitting on my own in the house and just went on it for no reason like you do every now and then and just watched it in silence. And every word meant something to me as id been through all of it.
Today at college I was sitting on the field on my own waiting to go an see someone about enrichment, and the field was covered in First years. Of which I am one, but im 18 and the majority of them are 16 and its difficult. Really difficult. I feel isolated.
In lessons I sometimes sit there and think why didnt i try harder last year BUT
If id have stayed I wouldnt meet some amazing people in the year below. So its swings and roundabouts.
I guess feeling lonely is so much more than just been on your own.

Speak soon
Benjy

Sunday, 14 September 2008

Something I found wonderful

I was playing Mario Kart on the Wii today and Ed's song 'What's it like' rolled onto my Itunes.
And clearly ive been listening to it to much (not possible)
From behind me a quiet little voice started singing with me without prompt or anything.
My 11 year old sister LOL i was in a state of shock but just carried on and enjoyed the moment.
Ed's so talented he's got lyrics my sister can remember and sing along to.
It was so strange to think a youtuber who I know and get on with is now part of my home haha. That sounds flipping ridiculas but yeah you guys are smart you understand what I mean.

Speak soon
Benjy

(OMG HASNT BENJY BEEN BLOGGING ALOT RECENTLY)
blame my brain for having lots to release.

Saturday, 13 September 2008

Ok

She may have been mis quoted

OMG

Jess just threatened to kill me and my family =/

Short blog for once Ben PLEASE!

Ok ok, ive fallen under the pressure of the title.

1. Im no longer friends with Jess. Dont ask me ask her as I dont no. Still think shes awesome but whats a Doctor to do
2. Ive got a Wii. most incredible machine ever. All you guys and girls with X Box's and Ps3's I thought the Wii would be a disappointment like the rest of you. But its awesomeeee Mario Kart online is emmense. I feel 12 again.
Ill make a video soon releasing my Code thing upon the world.
3. Ive bought a bike today lets hope I still know how to ride it lol
4. Liverpool beat Man Utd today, life is good.

Speak Soon
Benjy

Ive no idea what to put for a title but Im buying a Wii!

OK this well constructed blog will come in 3 parts.
And before i start im sorry that my blogs are getting bigger and bigger each post.

The ups and downs of the Youtube
Friends
Wii's

So Youtube. Those of you that look at my Youtube page often for no reason other than to fill time online will have noticed that my activity on the site as well slowed down. And my time on Stickam has well just stopped. But I don't have any explanation to why this has happened, but I assure you when it does I shall update you when i fell as if i do.

I'm trying to treat those people on Youtube I'm close with as real life friends rather than bring Youtube into every conversation because, I had a conversation with someone a few days ago and discussed how some people are fake and just have time for you when they have something to promote or express. If your reading my blog, it wont be you.
And well I'm a bit fed up of it at the moment.
Loads of people on Youtube are in my opinion are realising that an Education will get you further than Youtube and concentrating on that. And at the same time feel that their letting down Youtube and the people they have met on it.
I'm one of them.
But to quote a bigger UK youtuber. 'Youtube is just a website'
They're right but when you get attached its hard to let go even if its for a few days. Grrr confusing isn't it, something we shouldn't even have to worry about. For so many people its a job not a hobbie anymore.

I'm changing the friends topic to college.
I'm quite sure nobody at college reads this so I'm going to be quite free in what i say rather than feel the pressure of been questioned on Monday morning by a distressed Media Studies class.
Its really hard been back at college, luckily I'm quite an open person who will make conversation easily with almost anyone that i feel is approachable. I left last February as some people will no but this month re-enrolled to the same college as part of the year below. I don't find been around them a struggle because the majority are really good people. The hard part is not been around the people i used to ALWAYS be around who are my age. There are times in lessons where i feel like the Dad of the class not a role i particularly in love with. Im now 18 the most of them are 16 so i know your thinking thats not a big gap, but when i look back the jump ive made from 16 to 18 is huge.
Saying all this leaving in February was the right move and going back now is also the right move.
But this morning i felt so ill it was shocking. Unfortuatly my Dad didnt believe me. As past trust issues about college have meant me been Ill has become an event i hate. Not that there's been a time that ive sat been ill and thought wow this is great =/

on a much lighter note. Im buying a Wii tomorrow to join that Nintendo sterotype lol
I intend to buy Mario Kart, Smash Brothers Brawl, and one other that is yet to be decided.

When I say im getting a Wii im contributing £100 to the family Wii fund. Id prefer a Ps3 though so if you have one you want to give to me send me a message at doctorbenjy@gmail.com.

Im going to Norwich tomorrow =D ive got a shopping list so far of.
New Mobile Phone
Nintendo Wii + Games
Bike (I feel 10 again)

Then the maybe list is.
Boxing equipment
more Weights
New television
New Hi-Fi

Im quite excited aslong as I dont feel ill again :(

Speak soon
Benjy

Tuesday, 9 September 2008

Part 2 Sup

Hello again, im back

I've just checked my last blog past, alot longer than i realised when typing it!

So yee, im going to start without something to do with my videos that i discovered last night which i think's genius!

http://www.rainbownetwork.com/UserPortal/Article/Detail.aspx?ID=22056

IM ON GAYDAR.COM!!!

So bloke has written about the MTV show 'Totally Calum Best' as like a review totally slagged him off and used my video as the fans view! LOL which i found quite humorous.

So anyway, i went back to college to endure GCSE Science oo joy upon joys. Abit boring very easy but overall something ill stick with and pass i hope!

Sidenote: Jess i know your reading this reply to my Youtube message.

Sorry about that to everyone else lol

Ok call me arrogant as im sure some people will but. I want 1000 subscribers by Christmas!
So if someone wants to make 700 fake accounts and subscribe then ill pay them £1 per channel!

Ive just been playing Tennis with some mates from college. Both of them quite fit and able, my as not doing much killed me over the last few months. I won but its really not the point.

Anyway i feel a really in depth blog coming tomorrow!
Good luck with that guys.
By the way theres a comment section.
If you read this can you just say i read it etc.... dont have to leave your name just make it up and say i have read this. I just want to no how big my audience is.

Speak Soon
Benjy

Its been ages

Ive not posted a blog in a week!

Mainly because id be in the mood where i have to much to talk about or not enough and just couldnt be bothered.
Lots of things have been going on tbh.
Ive re-enrolled into East Norfolk Sixth Form College. It was really wierd going back yesterday because ive started in the year below. And seeing all the people I spent 10 years with and be the oldest out of them.
It just wierd but already ive caught up with lots of them and met some cool new people aswell =D
The wierdest thing is, about 2% of the people ive seen again have any real idea about my Youtube life. But when Youtube comes up in media soon, it'll be weird been able to talk about it with more knowledge than the rest. Im looking forward to it.
It was last year at college I was shown Charlieissocoollike on the gadget show. I was just thinking how wierd it is, that he now knows me and me him. And ive met him in Hyde Park.

Im realising that its hard to get what i do into peoples minds because they really dont get it. I was in Media Studies today and people where taking an interest and its just strange. I hope they support me in it etc, because that would actually be awesome. Im yet to tell them ive been featured and Davedays in subscribed to me =P

Im writing this at home in my free period and ive gotta go back soon but luckily Daddy came home for abit so he can give me a lift back.

Just before i forget IM OBSESSED WITH ED's MUSIC i cant stop listening to
Whats it like. and Debut.

http://www.youtube.com/eddplant <--awesome guy!

OK so recently Me and Jess have fallen out most of the people reading this know who Jess is. Shes gone of to college found some 'real life' friends and well, ive gone back to been Ben rather than 'Benjy' so at the moment i dont know how ill be with Youtube. Youtube took me away from real life, now i realise i need real life to come back to me. Im actually really positive about been there!
Last year was a drag and i didnt want to be there in the slightest.

Back to the Jess thing. we got really really close, maybe to close. And well theres been times over the last month shes really upset and annoyed me without realising and I know ive done the same to her.
But I said to her yesterday, 'you dont need me now, ive been around to look after you and keep you safe' which I have and people close to her will understand that. And now i feel as if im not needed its not her fault. Its just how i feel.

Jess knows what our friendship means to me. Alot.

But i have to move on abit from Youtube. Im not leaving christ no! I love it far to much.

Right ive got to go to college now but ive so much more to write and talk about and get off my chest. So im going to do a Part 2. when i get back.

Speak Soon

Benjy

Tuesday, 2 September 2008

Youstage

It was the most amazing experience I think I have ever had.
The people are amazing.
The music is amazing.
The atmosphere is amazing.
Youstage was amazing.
I wanted to sum this up in 1000 words but I cant its to hard.

It just showed that the community that we have is unlike any other in the world.
I was welcomed 6 months ago and I never want to leave.
Ill state 5 very important words to some people.

I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOUTUBE

'Quote me'

I cant bare the thought of losing the people that are on it and in my life.
Every single one of them are to special.

Speak soon
Benjy