Thursday, 4 February 2010

This week

Has been quite interesting HANG ON A MINUTE!

Right hello, I just had to tell the boy sitting next to me stop tapping the table with YOUR HEAD. Prick.

So I've been playing poker again more and more recently and getting back into the swing of things my new rule just consists of don't play for more than an hour at the weeknd, because I always! lose at weekends. No idea why it just happens that way for me. I'd love to actually have this soley as a poker blog but I don't think people would give a shit. Blunt but true.
Ooo the head tapper just fell of his chair JUSTICE I TELL YOU!

So Elly isn't in college today, well atleast not right now so i've got some English and Media work done and feel good about my life at college. I'm hitting every deadline, doing things well and I'm happy college is going well and I don't want to say this just because I wanted to be able to but, since I've really cut down on using the internet things are looking up. I don't talk to the 4 main people I contact a like a daily basis, Gary Alex Jack and Ellie as much anymore, but I suppose I should have expected that. I don't speak to them half as much as I used to and thats something I miss.

I gave my twitter out on my DoctorBenjy twitter yesterday and I was really 50/50 on whether I should do it or not, I enjoy interacting with people on twitter when it comes to current affairs and that was the thing that swayed me giving it out I think.

I'm quickly going to talk about relationships because its just something I want to put out there. Me and Elly have been together for nearly 16 an a half months. Someone said to me yesterday might have been Gary actually, do you still feel like you're in the honeymoon period of the relationship. I really do, we both do we often talk about the fact it all still feels very fresh and new and neither of us and can it going away. When we spend time together we pretty much do the same things every time but as boring as that may sound it really isn't. Whether we're having a nice romantic moment or sitting around at college or waiting for a bus or just in the car. Everything is new. We talk about everything and anything. I love it, I love having someone who I can call my bestfriend and girlfriend in totally equal measure it all feels so right. I remember when I was like 16 (for me its a long time ago) that I would want a girlfriend that I could call my best friend and thats exactly what I have. It's strange because me and Elly didn't know each other really when we first starting going out, we only knew each other for a week at college as we were in the same media lesson. And ever since that moment I don't regret a thing. Its quite strange for me really because I was never the sort of person to 'rush' into commiting myself to another person, and even with Elly it didn't feel rushed. It just felt right.
I know what a loved up little boy I sound! Well I am.

I do wonder if the other people around college who don't know me or Elly look at us and think 'they look so happy' because we are. So many people at college look unhappy =(



Barry Aldridge said...

Feel really happy for you mate. Who knows why the people at your college feel unhappy. It could be down to jealously, or wanting someone in their life or whatever reason.

Wishing you and Elly good luck with your futures.

caliowin said...

Great to hear you so happy :)
I know you were doubtful about giving out your new twitter to people like me who you've never met in real life, but to me, I just enjoy learning a little more about you each day. I know that sounds creepy! apologies. I couldn't care less that you want to back off from the internet and focus on the life you have. I fully support that, and your blogs about you and elly, how well college is going, you've love of poker and sport all make me genuinely smile for you.

I have a similar feeling with my boyfriend of over 2 and half years. He's my best friend :) and we're still madly in love and so happy together. So jealous you live so close to Elly. Josh lives 400 miles away when I'm at uni, and 200 miles when I'm at home, but I still see him pretty much weekly.

Good luck with everything Ben, I wish you every success in life,

- Tesni/Tezbuzz/Caliowin

or just plain Tez :)