This blog might not make sense (in need of a better title)

Dear Blogger

For a good 5 minutes Ive done nothing but click on and off my blog and stare at the icon of blogger on my toolbar, so this must mean one of two things.
- Derren Brown has taken over my mind and not only predicted the lottery again but wants me to blog
OR
- I myself want to blog and Derren Brown doesn't control me! HE DOESN'T CONTROL ME.

So the whole podcast idea, I think im going to record the first one in the morning, just me doing a brief introduction to what it might include etc etc. I know it all sounds VERY exciting!

I've already mentioned this to the Ranttank crew, but I have got a fear that RantTank could be the death of my channel, my channel is built on ranty rants, and now I'm taking my own format and sticking it onto another channel. I admit that I think posting on ranttank is a positive thing it may have an effect on my own channel, but we shall see. I haven't got any ideas for a video right now but I'm not letting it bother me as I'm taking a very relaxed attitude to Youtube at the moment as its the best way to be, not worrying about getting my videos up or thinking of the next idea, to some it comes very natural. I need to have the idea come to me rather than me going out and searching for it.

I've got a day off from college tomorrow well actually as of this moment its today (Thursday) so me and Elly are going to see the Michael Jackson film at last, we did plan to see it during half term but Elly was ill so it just wasn't possible. Its very odd having a Thursday off then having to go back to college for the Friday, and then next week I've got lots of cancelled lessons because I'm ahead of people, could I sound anymore up my own arse. I should have just written, 'I'm better than them'.

UPDATE ON MY ADSENSE BUSINESS: Google can fuck off.

Sorry if this hasn't made sense rather than writing this I should be asleep.

Thanks for reading anyway :)

Ben....................................................not Benjy :)